Oh no!!!

As I sit here waiting for AF to arrive...and she will arrive...she has to arrive....I wanted to share about an email I got today. Why can't things ever be easy?

Here's the email I received from the sperm bank today:


Good morning,

I just had some new information on donor ---- released to me. Donor ---- has left the program and he is no longer donating. All that he has left for units are 9 washed units.
If you are interested in using donor ---- in the future I would recommend purchasing some more units and placing them in reserve.
This will be totally up you of course, but I just thought I would let you know as I just received this information and remembered that you had just purchased some units.


So now I have to decide what to do...I can purchase more units and leave them in reserve in case I need them...knowing that if I don't want them anymore, I can get 50% back of my purchase price within two years...or I can let them go and take the chance that he won't be available if I need him.

I don't know what to do...I don't even have a cycle yet. I know that it takes the majority of women several tries to get PG...and I knew not to get attached to a donor...but he's so perfect! I have until after the holidays to decide b/c the sperm bank is closed. Maybe the answer will come to me.