Enjoying my pre-transfer time

So, the OHSS is gone...tomorrow is CD10 of my current cycle...I'm getting closer and closer to my transfer! But, in the meantime, I want to take advantage of my last two months of not being pregnant. Especially b/c I'm not on those meds anymore and I've made a new best friend. Her name is ESTROGEN!!! I cannot describe how good it feels to be back on...I didn't realize how great being on the BCP was, until I stopped taking it...I hated how oily my skin and hair were...and just a couple of days into the ESTROGEN and I feel like me again! So, I'm going to relish in this new relationship until I am forced off of it, kicking and screaming.

In the meantime, I haven't had any alcohol for months and months. So, last night, I went out with an old friend. I wasn't driving...so I had two glasses of wine, even though the first one hit me pretty hard :) It was great. So much fun to relax and get silly. It's funny how I'll have a dry spell of no men in my life...and then they all come out of the woodwork at the same time. Take my friend last night. I used to refer to him as Train in my old blog. He keeps popping into my life at very unexpected times. And I always welcome him in....I think b/c I know that nothing will ever develop from it. He is more afraid of relationships than I am :) So, he's good company for me b/c I know that I won't get scared off by him. Then, a very old friend...from about 11 years ago...he continues to contact me....to persuade me to get together for a catch up....we live in completely different worlds right now. I think he has this image of who I used to be etched in his mind...but I'm not that girl anymore. We'll see what happens there.

Tomorrow morning I have my CD10 u/s and b/w. I guess it's only a little bit longer until my biopsy, visit from AF and counting down the days until my first FET...before I tackle those things, I need to finish packing, and temporarily move in with the folks until my new place is ready....how in the world will that be stress free? It will all work out.