I can't believe how paranoid and emotional I am today. Everything I do I'm worried will hinder my chances for this working - I didn't think that was going to happen...I actually thought I was too calm for that...WRONG! It's a nice day, so I sat in the sun....but was that a mistake? I ate some chocolate covered raisins....b/c the estrogen is making me crave chocolate like crazy....was that a mistake? I reached up for a bowl? I know, every day women go about their every day lives not even knowing they are conceiving. They are exercising and carrying on...and they conceive....but they also didn't go through all of this stuff to know EXACTLY what is happening to their body at every waking minute.
I've been a little sore and crampy today - I guess from the catheter being inserted twice (the first time was the trial run) - and I'm moody. Hopefully being at work tomorrow will help. I'm not working out this weekend, so I'll have to find some way to pass the time. When is it safe to go on a walk? How fast can I walk? I'll probably keep it leisurely. Ugh! This time will never pass fast enough.
I know exactly what you mean! I was the same way...here's hoping the next 2 weeks just fly by!!
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