So, today was my pretend CD13...U/S and bloodwork. I was thinking positive thoughts all last night and this morning...thinking big, growing follicle thoughts...with no luck. The U/S tech told me that I have LOTS of follicles...but there are so many of them that there is no room for them to grow.
The doctor told me that he would like to see me Friday, but since that's only two days away, he's pretty certain that there will be no change, so no point in me coming in. So, I get to wait until Monday morning...lucky me.
He told me that if there's still no change we're going to cancel this cycle...if only life was that easy. "Oh, this _____________ isn't working...let's just cancel it." I don't know how he's planning on cancelling a cycle that isn't really happening anyway. I am assuming he will put me on a new drug (injectibles?) and start CD3 again. Ugh, that means another full bladder U/S.
In the meantime, I'm going to continue to try not to think about this. It just puts too much pressure on me, when there is nothing I can do at this point but wait patiently for AF to arrive.
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