New Year's Eve

It's 9:47pm on New Year's Eve. I'm thinking about what this coming year, 2010, could hold for me...hopefully more happiness than tears...and I'm getting nervous about my appointment on Sunday...everything kind of lies in the whether or not the Clomid works or not! And I'm starting to doubt that this is possible...I read everyone's stories about how they had many many IUIs and none of them worked. What if this doesn't work for me and I spend thousands of my hard earned money trying for this. Hopefully some of this is covered by insurance, but the sperm is definitely not covered...that's a lot of tutoring. Who knows, maybe I'd be one of the lucky ones where it works in the first try...but when has that ever been me...the person to get lucky? I need to stay positive. I haven't even begun this journey yet to get down. Here's to 2010...perhaps by this time next year, I will be home with my baby...in my new home...starting my new life....here's hoping :)