Transfer postponed!

Another early morning. Another stressful day. I was at the clinic really early today - only the doctor was there before me. So, I'm still producing follicles...and I'm not ripe to trigger yet. But today I was told that I won't be having my transfer following the egg retrieval. And I was just devastated. All of this, only to have to wait another 4 weeks: 2 weeks to end this cycle, and 2 weeks to start up the next one. In the meantime, I still don't know what day my egg retrieval will be. I'm apparently ODing on estrogen, so I had to stop taking all injections.

I can't even believe I'm still hanging on. Between the early mornings (tomorrow I'm up at 4:30 to go to Mississauga before work), the pressure at work, the marking, the report cards, the tutoring, the hormones, and my out of control mess at home, I don't know how I'm keeping it together all day.

I'm okay now, but this morning I was a wreck. I just needed some time to come to terms with the fact that I won't be transfering this cycle. Now I'm okay. But worried. What if I get the OHSS that they are worried about?

I'll cross that bridge if I get to it. In the meantime, it's almost bedtime and I'm wiped!