...still hasn't sunk in

It still hasn't fully sunk in yet, and I guess it won't until my beta #s come back on Sunday and Tuesday.

I'm a little bit troubled now though, b/c I had another brown splotch this afternoon. Is this something bad or is it just that my second little embryo has settled in a little late and now I'm getting more implantation bleeding? It makes me worry...I guess I will always worry now :)

It can't be af, b/c I don't get af...no ovulation = no af...it will take me stopping the progesterone for af to arrive....but could it be one of the embryos is unsticking?

This is a major roller coaster of emotions when I just want to celebrate.

What I really need is a very good night's sleep. I can't believe I still have another full day until my beta test. LOL, imagine if I hadn't tested this morning how crazy I would really be.