4dpt - symptoms!!!

I did not get a chance to blog yesterday, and I probably shouldn't be blogging today b/c my time is so limited to get report cards done.  Scarlett stayed up until ten thirty - and my bedtime is 10, so basically playing sesame street won out over blogging - and forget about report cards.

Yesterday was 3 days post transfer - I had tingling nipples on and off throughout the day.  I have to say, my nipples have been pretty much dead after nursing for a year, not to mention how completely invisible my breasts are...but suddenly, my nipples are screaming "look at me!!!"  Could this be a symptom....or just psychological b/c I know last transfer I had tender breasts.  I do not have tender breasts this time...although could that be because I no longer have breasts?  LOL...this is becoming a very boobie post.

I'm really hoping I'm not over-doing things by carrying Scarlett and lifting her stroller in and out of the car several times a day.  I decided to pay a short visit to my grandmother this morning with Scarlett and shortly after we arrived, her aide came to get her dressed.  I felt like I lugged the stroller in and out of the car 4 times for nothing - we both live in condos and Scarlett isn't walking yet.  I have felt some cramping and tightness in my abdomen.  I guess if it doesn't take, there's nothing I can do.  I did a nice thing visiting my grandmother with Scarlett and I don't want to be upset about that.

Tomorrow is 5 days post - last time I had the start of implantation bleeding on 5 days post.  Will I have it again?  I know not everyone even gets implantation bleeding.

I had a vivid nightmare last night, too.  I went to a club ---- hello?  When would I have time to go to a club?  And then someone offered me some sort of drug, that was a cream that I put on my lips.  I took the drug, but after it started working, I freaked out wondering how I could have forgotten that I might be pregnant and that I'm being careful about too many sugar substitutes, but I'm okay with a drug on my lips?  LOL....I'm sure part of it stemmed from writing my report card comment for the health unit on substance abuse we've been doing.  The subconscious works in mysterious ways.

Scarlett is having an early before lunch nap - she's been sick again with fever and a bad cold.  I could either take a nap or do some marking and report cards.  I can't eat lunch until 12:40 b/c that's when my 3 hour fast ends for the meds that I'm on.

Here's hoping that I see some bleeding tomorrow.