Sunday, June 24, 2012

And the numbers are in...

Today the clinic was crazy - the RE had been away for a week so it seemed everyone was lined up to see him.  I got in immediately for my b/w but then had to wait for 30 minutes to see him.  Scarlett was great at the b/w but by the time I got in to see him she was all over the place.  Needless to say, we had a standing up conversation with me having one eye out the door.

I don't think the RE really knew my results off the top of his head and he didn't pull them up on his computer.  I mentioned what a whirlwind week it was and asked him if this could become a real pregnancy with a healthy baby.  He said it could, but that it could also be ectopic due to the rise and fall of my numbers.

I don't think he realized, I didn't have a rise and fall and my numbers weren't gradually increasing at any point like an ectopic...but I'm not a doctor, so what do I really know?

In any case, I guess you're all waiting to hear what the numbers were...

They were 113 on Friday.

Today they were 267.  That's right, they more than doubled!  When the nurse called me I was ecstatic!  I told her she probably didn't have my chart in front of her but that my numbers went from:

54 to 89 to 88 to 76 to 68 and then back up to 113 and now 267.

She didn't want me to get too optimistic just yet as there is still a ways to go.  I do understand that.  But I also fully believe I am pregnant.

The nurse said to go and see the RE on Wednesday.  I told her I also booked a Beta test for Tuesday.  She told me that I didn't need to and could wait until Wednesday.  I said that it would give me peace of mind and then when I arrived on Wednesday the RE and I could discuss the results.  What does she think?  I'm going through all of this but I'm not going to test again in 48 hours?  WTF???

Yes, I know this is unbelievable...I guess stranger things have happened....imagine if I stopped the meds?  This could still go horribly wrong.  It could be an ectopic pregnancy, but I think my levels would have been consistently going higher very gradually, not dropping steadily.

In any case, I have a long way to go.  I am still only at 267 and by Tuesday I should be around 540...and inside this little Embryo is saying "I think I can, I think I can, I think I can."

Thank you all again for your amazing support.  It has really kept me strong throughout what I thought was to be a loss and then now with the potential chance for a baby.






11 comments:

  1. Praise Jesus! I'm so happy to hear this & I'm going to keep praying for you & that mighty Embryo!

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  2. My understanding is that any time beta levels go up and then down and then back up (which yours did, at least according to what you wrote above), ectopic is possible. I know my RE was worried about ectopic with me from erratic doubling as well.

    Best wishes for a healthy outcome!

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  3. Great news that the numbers continued to rise. Will keep thinking positive thoughts that it is a real pregnancy and not ectopic. Good Luck!

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  4. Yay!!!!! Prayers that they continue to rise.

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  5. Oh how exciting! I love that your little babe is holding on!! Very smart of you to keep your Tuesday beta appointment ...will be keeping positive thoughts for you until then!

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  6. What a crazy, amazing journey this is so far! So glad to hear that the numbers are continuing to go up!!!

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  7. This is amazing news! I know you aren't out of the woods yet, but I'm hoping and praying for you and your little embryo that could!

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  8. Great news! Hope it is up again next time. Thinking of you.

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  9. I'm so happy for you. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you.

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  10. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you!!

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  11. Good news! Still crossing my fingers for you.

    And that nurse.. obviously she has never had to see for herself a doubling of a beta, because she would have known that who can wait one extra day when it can be done earlier!!

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