Sunday, June 24, 2012

Pre-blood test post

Honestly, I believe my numbers have doubled.  I can't believe it was this day last week that I felt myself completely dissolve.  The sorrow and the loss that I felt that has completely turned around into hope.

My breasts seem to be coming back to life (from the flat saggy mess that they became)....they are a little sore.  I have nausea.  I have pain in my abdomen when I wake from sleeping.

I'm not sure what will become of me today if my numbers don't double...but for now I'm feeling this is The Little Embryo That Could.

I'm going to work on my video yearbook for my students until Scarlett wakes up and then we'll have breakfast and head up to the clinic.  Then back home for the waiting game for several hours.

Today could really make it or break it.  If this is a viable pregnancy, kudos to my doctor who didn't let me stop my meds with falling HCGs that never reached 100 before falling.  What kind of gift do you give someone for saving you from a miscarriage?  I know, premature!!!

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