Tomorrow is the day...

I'm exhausted and I have report cards to do....they are due in three days and I'm still not even close to finished.  Scarlett is down early and I hope she doesn't wake up.  I have showered, but I still have to make my lunch, dry and iron my hair.

Symptom update:
Last night before I went to bed I wasn't sure again if it was going to be positive.  This morning I woke up feeling completely sure...these head games are awful.  My temperature is high again after the dip on Sunday morning...I'm taking that as a good sign.

• I wake up each morning unable to move as there are SHARP pains in my right side.  I had that through my entire first trimester, and onwards, during my pregnancy with Scarlett.  They didn't start as early as this, but they are exactly the same.  I didn't have them before my pregnancy or after she was born so they are strictly pregnancy pains.  It is so bad that I have to breathe and relax and try to move slowly to work out the kink...so I'm taking this as a pretty positive pregnancy sign. 
• I almost burst into tears praising a student today...emotional much?
• off and on nausea 
• faint blue veins on my chest

I was thinking about POAS - I did last time, but I also had to wait 10 days for my test...so I POAS on day 8 and then went in early for my beta, day 9.  This time I'm going in on day 8 and day 10 so I decided not to spend the money on a test.  This means I have to suffer all day waiting for the doctor's office to call me.  It's possible it could be a false negative too, as it's very early, which is why my doctor told me to come in both days regardless.  I called this morning to tell them I'd be coming in.

So, fingers crossed that this is it....hoping it's positive and hoping it sticks around for the next 36 weeks - as I'm about 4 weeks already if it's positive.  

I'll blog tomorrow.